True Confessions Tuesday

I'm switching things up a little this week.  It's Tuesday - which means I get to confess all of my deep dark secrets.  I've participated in True Confessions Tuesday for a while, now...and 90% of the time they are focused on my weight loss efforts (or lack thereof).  Well, being that I've been an open book about how bad that has been going, I want to share some other confessions with you all today.  Enjoy!

I confess that despite the miserable, pouty, pathetic persona I've displayed on my blog for...well...too long... I'm actually a very fun, upbeat person.

I confess that I worry way too much about what other people think of me.  I'm so caught up on being honest about my weight loss failures that I've started to resent myself...in terms of blogging.

I confess I'm not a weight loss expert. Gasp!  Who knew, right?  I am a normal, overweight person who is trying to lose weight.  Despite what you read on this page every day, it doesn't consume my life... I have quite an amazing life outside of trying to lose weight.

I confess that I'm sick and tired of feeling guilty.  I'm sick and tired of posting the same crap every day.  The mature way to handle that would be to actually do something about it.... yeah, well I'm going with a "you can't make me" attitude.  The more I fight, the further I fall.  I'm going to try and focus on something else for a while.

Crap balls, I'm doing it again.  Whine, whine, freakin' whine about my weight loss.  OK, enough whining.  There are so many other things I can complain talk about.

I confess that I am so sick of the hot weather.  I mean, really.  I've never been a fan of hot weather - I would happily live in a place that had a winter with temps in the 30s and a summer in the mid 70s...and the mid 70s was considered a heat wave. 

I confess that if the meteorologist brags one more time about the record amount of days with the temps over 100 degrees...I'm going to...urm....what would I do?  Maybe send him a picture of hot, stinky poo...cause that's what I think about when I hear him brag about the weather.

I confess that I've become addicted to True Blood.  Yes.  I've been sucked in by the hotness of Eric Northman (drool) and have secret fantasies of him sucking my blood.  I'd totally become a vampire for him. 

I confess that Eric Northman is now at the top of my "freebie" list.  You know, that list that couples make that allows them the ability to cheat if a celebrity from their list offered themselves up.  Hubby's lucky - there's not many people on my list....and being that I put Eric Northman NOT Alexander Skasgard (the guy that plays Eric), I don't think Hubby has much to worry about.

I confess that I totally acted like a giggly teenager yesterday, after finding out that Hubby has two weeks of temporary lay-off.  Don't worry, he gets paid for it.  That means, I get two weeks of him all to myself....actually sharing a bed with him. 

I confess that for some reason, I have this gut feeling that this week is going to bring great things - in terms of the job hunt.  I'm not sure why.  It's a weird bubbly feeling that doors are going to start opening... or it's gas... but the feeling doesn't go away after I burp or fart.

I confess that for the first time this morning I didn't feel resentment or jealousy when someone told me that they had found a job.  I was/am genuinely happy for her.  Even though I've been happy for everyone that has found a job, there were still feelings of resentment and jealousy.  That didn't happen this morning.

I confess that even though I'm not really a believer in horoscopes...I got quite excited when I stumbled across my horoscope for today...

"This is an excellent day for you, Aquarius. Celebrate. Your ego is strong. Beautiful things are flowing your way. You should enjoy a good mood that will attract favorable people and situations to you. There's virtually no limit to the expansiveness of this day. One thing to watch out for is arrogance. Be proud but not obnoxious."

I confess that even though I don't believe in horoscopes - I sure hope this comes true and it means that a job offer comes my way today.

I confess that I've enjoyed confessing today....much more than I have the past couple of weeks.  Good things are going to happen for me, I just know it!!

Till next time. ;)

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